I love my boyfriend.  I love that we live together.  I love that he wants a future with me.  I love that we have kink and vanilla and a lot more.  I love everything about this relationship.

SO WHY THE FUCK CAN’T I BELIEVE ALL THAT…WHY, IN MY HEAD, DO I THINK HE IS MAKING IT UP?  WHY DO I THINK HE HATES ME, JUST TOLERATES ME AND DOESN’T CARE AT ALL ABOUT ME??

I am fucking crazy.

onesweettart:

From my favourite Neruda sonnet

I hope someday someone loves me like this.

I don’t know when or how it happened, but I realized today I am really angry.  I am angry that I am divorced.  I am angry at my ex for leaving with someone I thought was my friend.  I am angry that I don’t have a supportive family.  I am angry about everything.

I don’t know how I will get over the anger that has built up inside of me, but I need to figure it out soon or I may just explode.

Re: our upstairs neighbors being loud.

“Wow.  I just feel like I want to punch them.  Right.  Now.”

Asker

auntiejimbo asked:

Stephie!
When you brush your teeth, do you get your toothbrush wet before toothpaste application, after toothpaste application, or both before AND after?

I get my toothbrush wet before and after I apply the paste.

This is me.  I am awesome.

I want to answer questions.  Please for the fucking love of jeebus…ask me something.

This is me.  I am awesome.